Just Helping Myself !!

 Hi Everyone,

 Posting after a very long time. Long time you can say, after one year, i never
 posted after the 2012 haiku month(Month in which new topics are given
 everyday and we have to write some lines following some condition). Well
 I'm going out of the title, but not really, Because i want to write everything
 that is coming into my mind. May be you see some swings...lol.

 I am following my daily routine (9 am to 6 pm), but today is not like every
 another day. There's a person in my office who always try to be very
 over smart. I never took care of such things but today when he showed
 his over smartness to me and that too for a lame reason. I lost my control
 and I wanted to burst out my anger, but damn me, I din't. I stayed quite
 for the moment and that anger inside me had created confusion regarding
 state of my mind. This same thing happened to me some days back but I
 ran away from the situation (for maintaining peace).

But today when the same thing happened, i was unable to configure
what's going on ?????
And this time i cannot run out of the situation, i am still wondering how to
solve this puzzle about me. I am not even able to concentrate what i am
doing and what should i do?

Is it my weakness, that i am unable to express my anger?

I think no, i just need to learn how to handle such dumb and idiotic personalities,
who try to be over smart, but they are not.

I don't know what i am writing. but  this post will surely help me to relax my mind.


P.s - If anyone is able to understand  what i want to say, please suggest me How to Tackle this?